Sunday, 21 November 2010

2C- REFLECTIVE THEORY

What is reflection? Being a little unsure I started  looked at other peoples blogs on this task, in doing so I realised I was blatantly doing the theory itself by looking at other examples and learning by looking at other peoples ideas and experiencing there blogs for myself!
I have never really thought about reflection however from studying the reader I now understand the reason behind my teachers screaming at the class to just go to an audition for an experience, or go watch this company that no one had heard of as an experience or go work with that choreographer for the experience. Most of time everyone including myself were completely unaware in our profession why, and most of the time didn’t take a lot of notice thinking that these things were inappropriate, waste of money and a lot of the time unnecessary! However now I have really started to understand how important it actually was to follow my teachers advice as I could have experienced these new areas and would have learnt something in return, maybe that wouldn’t interest me but could help me in the future to understand different things and make parts in my professional practice seem a lot clearer. I thought of all this after reading about John Dewey, it made everything a lot clearer to me  and I found it easier to find the above examples that back up his theory, Dewey  says by having an experience we are able to find a meaning ourselves.
Reflection doesn’t just apply in dance it applies in everything and I can show a good example of this. In my new job aboard the Silver Cloud there are many new parts to it which I was unsure upon. In the general daily duties we do on board a few include shuffleboard, ping pong, water volley board, shuffleboard, library, and Bingo. In my first few weeks I didn’t have a clue on how they should be approached or carried out. However we had two options, we were given a sheet of paper with the instructions on to how to do the duty, you could say a definition just like graham mc fees definition of a Bachelor. Or it was up to us to come along to the activity to take part and watch how it was done by our dance captain who had done the duties many a time before. I decided to go along by reading the paper version however struggled with a few things weren’t perhaps as clearly highlighted to me on paper so when I did the duty I was unsure and unconfident. However when I went along to watch and actively join in with the duty I easily watched listened and experienced it myself and therefore learnt ten times faster than I did reading the paper, just like how graham Mc Fee explains how experiences creates meanings with the bachelor example.
I then went on to Read about the work of  David Kolb, I noticed The learning cycle  was particularly interesting to look at and study and I soon enough found Examples that apply to me and my professional practice. Soon enough I managed to link the cycle into a show situation and how I learn and make the show better, here is my example using Kolbs theory:


Definition
Example
Concrete Experience
Doing/having an experience
 Doing a show
Reflection Observation
Reviewing/reflecting on the experience
Notes on our performance after the show
Abstract Conceptualisation
Concluding/learning from the experience
Talking with our dance captain about what we will work on and what can be better
Active Experimentation
Planning/trying out what you have learnt
Working on corrections, weak areas and mistakes made the next day


This cycle also applied a lot when I trained in college. For example when learning the steps in class I always used to find that writing steps down and simultaneously going over everything I had learnt in class, helped me learn and remember the routines. This tells me that I would have been put in the Active Experimentation category, which is planning and trying out what you have learnt. However it is interesting to see that a lot of my friends in college were a lot different to me as they enter Kolb’s cycle in different areas and learn differently. One friend I know would struggle learning a step but as soon as a teacher demonstrated or one of us showed her she was able to tackle the step a lot easier, this shows she would enter the cycle at Reflection Observation, Reviewing and reflecting on the experience of someone teaching her the step. When training in Miami I had to remember so many routines and sequences’ in such a short space of time, I would go home at night and like I said earlier would simultaneously go over the same steps over and over again, I used Twyla Tharp’s idea of muscle memory a lot, this was because even though I was tired and struggled using my brain to remember the steps I would rely on my muscles to do it for me, and it worked! That night I would become frustrated with myself for not remembering steps and going to bed confused and flustered however the next day I had practiced it so much the night before my muscles had remembered the steps and my brain was more awake and so everything came back to me and I was able to learn something new. By the end of my training I relied a lot on this tactic and sometimes found I trusted my body to remember things a lot more than my brain.
            I also took time into looking at Gardner’s ideas of multiple intelligences; straight away the two words that jumped out to me were ‘spacial’ and ‘Musical’. Quite often I find when learning a number I have to think of a map in my head of where I move in the particular number and where about I am on stage. For example in one of the shows we do a Mary poppins number to step in time, we do a hop step which stops in certain directions, for me to remember this step I had to think of my spacial awareness with the people around me,  and ‘visual’ things, a key feature of VAK  which gadner  mentions to  help me learn. For example doing the first hop step facing the clock and the second facing the speakers. I use mind pictures to imagine where I am onstage to learn, this VAK feature is especially useful when blocking and teching numbers where I can straight away use my minds imagery to know where I am onstage. Another multiple intelligence word of gardners is ‘Musical’, sometimes I get stuck where steps come in on the music but if I listen carefully I usually find pointers that hint to me where certain steps come in and I can find musical phrases that help me learn where to come in stop, start, repeat and exit the stage. Again a handy tool I used a lot when we lit a number on the stage where we stopped and started the number at different points in the music and had to find which part we were at in the routine.
 Using my Interpersonal intelligence I am able to understand what is going on around me by understanding how and why people are responding, for example in a studio example when lining up for corner work if I am unsure I will carefully watch the first few people that are travelling across the room, that way I can understand the choreography or speed of the step I am about to approach and can respond in the correct manner. In doing the choreography across the room I can then link in Donald Schons idea of Reflection in action, he goes onto saying how reflection can happen as you are in the middle of doing it, that way you respond and learn quickly, So as I travel across the room from the corner I can maybe correct myself in a movement I am doing wrong so that the next time I go to do it I will do it right.
            Just from reading everyone’s different views and ways of Reflection I feel I have gained and learnt so much from the course reader. I feel I am really starting to look at things with a different approach and am trying to learn in different ways, some that make me feel uncomfortable that maybe I am not used to doing however is interesting for me to look at the result and questioning myself, did I learn from that experience and how could I approach this differently. My journal has also taken on the new approach becoming something I enjoy writing now as I am using different ways of writing it, visually and by what I now choose to write about. And finally my in my professional practice, now 3 months into my contract we are finally starting to settle into the routines however I am eager to make what I learnt better so am now using all these ideas to look at my performance and style differently to make myself a better dancer on stage.

Thursday, 18 November 2010

2B REFLECTIVE WRITING, JOURNAL WRITING EXPERIENCE

Tuesday 17th of November
 I’ve chosen this day as a lot went on bringing up mixed emotions and a lot of heavy feelings into the day, something I feel I could reflect well on.
This was the day our Male singer got fired so it wasn’t really your average day; this was the day we lost someone that our cast grew extremely close to from meeting and training with in from day one. I won’t go on discuss more about the event but more about the whole experience I learnt from writing about this particular day.
            Firstly I was surprised about how much detail I went into, when I started thinking about things a lot deeper everything came to me much more easily and I found myself having to draw to a close as I realised how many different views and emotions that were involved in that particular day. Putting everything into words opened me to see different views, for example how I felt, my cast and the singer himself. I was able to imagine myself in his positions and could understand more of his emotions. This technique I would definitely use again, it showed me a different approach to my journal that wasn’t just about me. Normally I thought most diaries were about me myself and I but by imagining that particular day through somebody else’s eyes I feel I gained something from the whole experience and felt more for my castmate. I will use this now in my practice when analysing my days to make things better, for example learning a new routine and imagining seeing it through a member of the audiences eyes, this will make me a better performer and from this I can create more of what I feel the audience would like to see from me as a dancer. Another great example is when eventually I am able to teach, hopefully I can also imagine and see things clearer through a students eyes and this will help me understand more about helping them and substantially become a better teacher. Seeing things through our singers eyes made me appreciate my job and reminded me of the competiveness of our career and how easy it is to loose our job, it made more motivated and overall made me more determined, I want to now work harder so that I never get close to that situation, my diary entry even scared me to imagine myself in the singers position, something I thought a diary wouldn’t have the control to do!
            I also feel that I was able to sum up my day a lot more clearly through this experience and it highlighted and pointed out the parts which were most important to me these were the parts that I wrote about the most. I could see the parts that were good and bad for example how comforting we were as a cast and how the day really brought out everyone’s feelings, not just mine. I saw everybody in a good light, there was so much kindness and supportiveness amongst us as well as the sadness, blame and sorry. The few words I just used then were another technique I used, with these words I created a spider diagram of words that summed up my day, and this showed me a diary doesn’t just have to be a block of heavy writing, something else I learnt from my journal writing experience. A lot of the words and points I relate to I realised weren’t just about me and the people around me but were about the whole atmosphere of the day. By thinking about the bad points which I normally wouldn’t focus on I could look at the situation more and if it were to happen again I’m sure I would be a lot better handling the situation.
 I found that the techniques I had never used before with journal writing were the most useful and I will use these from now on with my diary entry’s, they allowed me to approach things differently in future, imagine things in different eyes and taught me a lot about myself and other people.
            After all the people in life who stand out and look at things differently eg. Painters, scientists and inventors are usually the most wisest and successful living people on our planet!

2A REFLECTIVE JOURNAL

If this task had been given to me last year I would have straight away thought that writing and keeping a journal would generally have the same flow and pattern running along it. The pattern would have consisted of getting up, training eating training and going to bed, this was the same old routine for the past three years of my life apart from the weekend days which usually consisted of a Friday night party session and the remaining hours wisely used up for sleeping ! Generally a boring task I would have to focus on working harder to make things come alive and seem clearer.
            However since the 24th of September I was flown to Miami America to start a whole new chapter of my life and to start my career working as a performer. Ever since then every day has been a learning curve with fresh new activities, schedules and a different way of life, something I wasn’t used to. Therefore to write a journal has been a pleasure to do and has opened me up to look at the amount of new exciting things I am doing making me explore and look into things a lot deeper than I normally would. This is because I have new ideas and things to play with. Everyday is different allowing me to reflect more, understand and look at my life in a different eye.
            The task also quotes to maybe “include images, either drawn or photographs, or videos etc. that examine your professional identity” Travelling around and seeing the world on a ship” wait for it ….. Phone, sunglasses, money and CAMERA! my main essentials in my life at the moment!!! Constantly looking like a mad tourist with a cameral in my hands all the time, therefore it shouldn’t be too hard for me to post some pictures on flicker of my whereabouts and adventures I shall include in my journal.

Monday, 8 November 2010

1D IMAGES

http://www.flickr.com/photos/55565848@N02/show/with/5154670228
Here is the link to a selection of pictures of my work at the Hammond, I have also included a few modelling pictures and also a headshot, hope you find them of some interest
Jan

Friday, 5 November 2010

1B PROFESSIONAL COMMUNICATION TECHNOLOGIES

For this task I really had to knuckle down and think about everything as I was reading the course reader. I also looked closely at the document on how to start with web 2.0 and this also helped me understand more on the professional communication technologies reader. The more I read, the more I understood about the general subject and how all these technologies will help me and many other students on the course.
 One of the features of web 2.0 I can relate to and show as a perfect example is ‘Network as platform’ what am I doing right now? Right now I am typing away on my laptop sat on a ship in the middle of the Caribbean!! Web 2.0 allows me to confidently and easily access information and stay in contact with everyone on my course from any where on the planet. This is done by web 2 technologies such as facebook, blogs Gmail, delicious and you tube. Most of which I had never heard of before I joined the course. For all this I had to create new logins and users for and at the time I didn’t have a clue how much they would benefit me until now. The most exciting part is that even though no one on my course has met me they will meet me and discover my personality through my work. Through web 2.0, I am the creator and the way I display myself on a screen will be looked at by others, this can be in a good way or bad way. Reading Grubers theory about web 2.0 like facebook being ‘intelligent’ has also reminded me about us using web 2.0 intelligently as users. For example even though your not personally speaking out to everyone you can still portray the wrong impression through your blog and work so it is always important to think carefully in what you are writing just like how you would think before you speak. For example with facebook the reader states ‘If you don’t add friends, then the platform can’t help you. If you are rude or inconsiderate, the platform works to shut you down’. This would be a little similar with us, if you don’t add information no one can comment and if you were rude or offensive you would no longer be on the course.  
 Find your online identity and voice; be constructive, positive where appropriate and supportive when necessary’ I agree with this and think it is especially important to be noticed, stand out opening new topics and looking at things deeper with a different eye, this will create conversations, comments and will engage others through the technologies. Again Hamilton backs up my theory and ‘notes that participation is a function’. I want people to paint a picture of me in there mind by using my blog, discovering and reading my information and not analysing my display picture!
 Whilst reading I came across the following point, ‘Web 2.0 usually allows users to interact with each other, make formal and informal connections and share. “The word share especially stood out as by sharing information everyone benefits, the more information we share to each other the more we will all get out of the course and the more we will learn. I also found the word ‘community’, both these words show how closely together everybody works even though we may be so spread around the world yet all still doing the same course. This is amazing and gives another good example of how fantastic web 2.0 is. I also love the way everyone can discuss ideas through words and not so much speech. A lot of people struggle to find confidence to discuss and express themselves with tasks and questions asked and say if we were to have the same discussion in a room in public there would probably be a lot less input and originality behind ideas and topics. We can think more before we discuss things on our blogs and sometimes this works in a better way with a higher percentage of people getting more out of it.
If your getting more out of it let me know, I would be more than happy to receive any comments or discussions on my thoughts of any of the above, Thank you.

1A PROFESSIONAL PROFILE

My name is Jan Mayer, I am 5ft 7 with dark green eyes and long copper brown hair. I have recently just made my professional debut into the world of work. In 2007 I received a scholarship for the Hammond School Chester and graduated in July 2010 receiving a level 6 National diploma in professional Dance validated by Trinity London. I am currently working for Jean Ann Ryan aboard a six star ship, The Silver cloud also promoting my diploma into a degree by studying The BA Honours course in Professional practice
 I discovered many qualities as I trained at the Hammond, already entering very competitive from my disco competitions and becoming an extremely hard working and committed person. Extra written work alongside the three year course made me very organised and independent allowing me to schedule and work around any free time I had. Another perfect example of this is undertaking my degree course onboard the ship, juggling and organising my time around my job. I entered my training with perhaps a lot less experience than others on certain techniques and styles, however this made me eager on wanting to learn more and perfect everything I was taught. Working on a ship has also made me a lot more sociable and outgoing as a lot of the duties include socialising with guests, this generally means being polite and showing a confident mannerism about you as you walk around the ship.
Major Highlights for me so far would be some of the many workshops we took part in at the Hammond, these included dancers from cats and ballerina Viviane Durante, Master Irek Moukhamedov.Working with disabled children in workshops and classes. Modelling and performing on fashion shows and photo shoots, and of course the most rewarding and satisfying part of my job at the moment, seeing the world, travelling, meeting all nationalities of people and now performing and developing as a professional artist.
Working alongside Eric Carpenter, Jane Elliot, David Needham and many others I have developed a broad spectrum of skills, these include, ballet, pointe commercial jazz, fosse, luigi , Contempory Cunningham and graham. I also trained and studied Spanish, modern, street, tap, basic acrobatics and double work.
I have always been involved with performances all my life, Major Productions have included a touring company in my final year where we performed at numerous places in the United Kingdom and also in Germany directed by Alison Hughes. Yearly productions at the Hammond directed by Sarah Durante and my first paid role working as a dancer for Jean Ann Ryan and performing on Silver seas six star cruises.
Reference available from head of dance, The Hammond Mrs Sarah Durrante (01244305353).